Each day I begin to drift farther in a depression , from simply thinking about the separation that is going to take place after I give birth. Something so beautiful as bringing a child in this world give rise to fear only a parent can understand. We want to be a super hero and shelter our children from the ugliness in this world. We do our all to prevent our child from making the same mistakes that we have made. Yet our all is simply not enough no matter how hard we try. Thus we are left merely wondering about the unknown that is to come. Yes, I am wondering and fear the unknown that is to come as I count down the weeks until “My Litttle Blessing” is born.